Nothing is the same !

Nothing is the same...
but I pretend everything is ok
in my heart I feel this awful pain...
but I'm strong enough not to say !

Nothing is the same...
there is nobody waiting for me there
I thought you would come back for me again...
But I'm just making a fool of myself !

Nothing is the same...
Except that I miss you somehow
but I won't let you know this time
I'm hiding the pains, I'm covering them all

Even your existence couldn't make a change
If you come back we will argue as we always did
We'll just hurt eachother though we don mean it !
we're both to blame but we never admit it !

Oh Nothing is the same...
You're not here and I'm not there
We shout the door at each other's face !
We both have alot to say
but none of us wants to listen

Nothing is the same...
the good days we had together are gone
we're two same poles repelling eachother
and we're crazy and pride-blinded !

And I hate the way we are !
And I hate the way I love You
And I hate the way I miss You
And I hate the day I met You
And I hate me and I hate You....
And nothing is the same anymore !!!!!